NERVOUSNESS 

In the state of half-consciousness
searching for something to lean on
'cause slowly i'm loosing myself
and the ground under my feet is falling away
the nervousness is taking my mind
colours are blending to unknown
everything around me is disappearing
and like a nail something's entering my brain
soaked in sweat,i realize the 
nervousness has taken control
there's nothing else to do
i take time out
nervousness!